whatta nice sunday morning! 'till i received a text message from a 'friend-A" telling me of something i really don't like, something that really offended me.

last night, i almost slept late coz i had a non-stop texting with my "friend-B". kumustahan about our lives..work..and of course the reason why i had to scribble this things--about d exam at *-*-. Knowing that kasama silang nag exam ng bf q, i  asked her about the result, whether the company had called her up for an interview, etc. the conversations went on..she told me that as of that moment hindi raw sya tinawagan. she also asked me if my bf's got a call from the comp. so i said "nope!" and i asked her "hindi DAW PALA kayo kasama sa lists of examiner?"  coz as far as i know, my bf told me that the proctor asked the group when they were about to take the exam kung sino ang hindi tinawagan.. so of course he raised his hands, honest enough to admit that he just received a text message  from a "friend-A" who was also in that company, but not working in their main office and clearly not a call from someone else in the main office.

right before we exchanged messages, i also happened to text my pal who's working at *-*- she knew pretty well, that my bf took d exam last jan. and she's one of those who encourage my bf of course through me to just wait for d result. she asked me if tinawagan na ba daw for interview ang bf q kasi almost all of those who took the exam eh tinawagan na and they already had their orientation on their job, took the medical examination, etc.all those things that were needed to be done by d new employee.so i said, "HINDI pa" (still have that hope..)then she asked me why. i told her the real story and she blurted out that supposed to be it should be someone from the main office who'll call d examiners and not from someone else..or better of, the one who called your bf just kept in touch with those from the main office, or nirecommend nya nalang sana na kasali sila sa exam..kasi pinapa-exam lang  yan sila pero hanggang don lang. usually di na  yan sila tinatawagan for interview.." these were all her lines and obviously not from me. what offended me most is the fact that i was indicted of telling all these things against them or against their company.

I HAD NOTHING BUT GOOD INTENTIONS when i asked my "friend-B" about the exam but sad to say i was rub the wrong way. i don't need the papers to show that my bf was in the list of examiner!! all i need is just a ''LIL RESPECT!!!"

 --and pls. refrain of telling my bf that soon he'll have his job in your comp.--

                     ~~DON'T ACT LIKE THE FEEDBACKS ARE TRUE!!!~~

what happened made me realize that sometimes the people whom we really consider as "TRUE friends" turned out not to be one of those. so sad but true. hard to admit but we have to accept the fact that PEOPLE DO CHANGE! for good or for worst?!? only God knows..i just have to be on the right track. if they opt not to keep up a correspondence with me/with us, well it's okey..it's their prerogative anyway! *sigh*

the result of the Tickle: Put Life To The Test

Cinderella, Snow White — those ladies knew what they were doing. And like these fairy tale heroines, you're a princess at heart who believes that love really does make the world go round. Of course, you're not waiting to be swept off on someone's white horse — you're a modern gal who's not afraid to do a little rescuing yourself.

Independent and confident, you're not about to rely on fate to give you what you want. You've got the drive and spirit to pursue your dreams and find your own destiny. And you're sure to bump into Prince Charming along the way. That's a happy ending!

I have proven that love is not really about finding the right person but creating a right relationship. It's not how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you built 'till the end. August 16, 2001 - marks the prelude to my so-called LIFE with Bas. It's been five years since I bid farewell to my fortunate hours of childhood and flown to the bosom of pure innocence which created him to sweeten the moments of my tender heart - YES, when i gave him my "YES!". Quite sometime. I never thought we've come this far. Amazing!!TGBTG!! He really works in mysterious ways. We owe this blessing to Him.

Having a relationship with a guy whose beliefs are exactly opposite than mine is not a joke. Sometimes people think that loving him can be such a risk. Despite the fact it doesn't deter me from loving him. How would I know that religion is not a barrier of love if I have not taken the challenge?

My life with Bas is not that easy - knowing that he's my first boyfriend. There were times that we we're tested on our love for each other. There were moments when i wanna gave up but ended up praying i could stay longer because I believe those tests didn't make us to be brittle and burdened rather to make us strong and wise. I could still figure out those days of strife and strain. When we oftentimes fought about things that contradicts our views and opinions, about gurls, about everything. When my eye bugs were popped, when my hankies were drenched with my tears, when almost all of his pics have tore down into pieces...HUH!! This guy really sends my blood pressure skyrocketing into interstellar space!

Really love can feel like heaven and could hurt like hell. It's true that to have the rose you must accept the thorns and if you have the courage to love, you must have the courage to suffer. *wink* "Nothing good ever came easy!"

BASTI?!? what can i say about this guy I love since I was 18...that he's the kinddest person I've ever known. am kindda spoiled brat but I have never experienced to be put on the rack by this man. (gets nyo?). I am truly grateful for he is always there for me through the hard times and for simply being there for good times. He always gave me the strength to endure every ounce of pain I've encountered. He's there for me to comfort me in times of afflictions. I thank him for constantly putting sense into my head. When my mirror at home fails to show me what I should see, I know I can always count on him. The times that I've shared with him have been some of the best. All those memories we have, I'll never forget it and I wouldn't want to share it with anyone else. I love Bas more than I ever did to myself. Am wishing to be with him all the time someday somehow soon.. IF GOD PERMITS!!